Destitutus Ventis, Remos Adhibe

"Contrary to popular belief, there are actually multiple ‘One’s, especially for a..."

Fri, 17 May 2013 22:50:00 +0800

“Contrary to popular belief, there are actually multiple ‘One’s, especially for a vampire. The only way to find another is to let go, and move on.”

- Alexia “Lexi” Branson, The Vampire Diaries

如果这些不切实际的期望注定要落空，那我宁可不要抱持着任何的希望。

Wed, 15 May 2013 18:35:52 +0800

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Wed, 15 May 2013 01:24:46 +0800

Where I came from, I never had to work to rise above the sea. Where I come from, I never have my head above the surface for more than a second. I look at their words, and I look at mine, and I drown in my ineptitude.

Wed, 15 May 2013 01:14:37 +0800

"Sometimes a crime of passion is not realizing the passion in time, while other times the crime is..."

Tue, 14 May 2013 13:58:00 +0800

“Sometimes a crime of passion is not realizing the passion in time, while other times the crime is not seeing the world as it is.”

- Narrator, Pushing Daisies

"Darkness scares us. We yearn for the comfort of light as it provides shape and form, allowing us to..."

Tue, 14 May 2013 01:14:00 +0800

“Darkness scares us. We yearn for the comfort of light as it provides shape and form, allowing us to recognize, to define what’s before us. But what is it we’re afraid of really? Not the darkness itself, but the truth we know hides within.”

- Emily Thorne/Amanda Clarke, Revenge

RIP Kyle Bishop.

Tue, 07 May 2013 00:17:10 +0800

RIP Kyle Bishop.

"Layers and layers of lies… betrayed by a sad glint in a child’s eyes."

Thu, 02 May 2013 00:23:21 +0800

“Layers and layers of lies… betrayed by a sad glint in a child’s eyes.”

- Will Graham, Hannibal

Karen:I wish you were a bad manI wish you made it easierI wish...

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 23:45:00 +0800

Karen:
I wish you were a bad man
I wish you made it easier
I wish you’d done something unforgivable

‘Cause holding onto you is all that I can do until
I learn the hands around my throat are my own

Don’t let me know if it hurts
If it hurts you
I don’t want to be your friend that you turn to
That you won’t pull me close
But you can’t let me go
Don’t let me know
Don’t let me know
Don’t let me know
Don’t let me know

Karen & Jimmy:
I wish I never met you
Now I gotta forget again
I wish you didn’t know me
So damn well
Mmmmm….

Don’t tell me that you’re scared
Every time that I’m not [she isn’t] there
Don’t you open up my heart again

Karen:
Oh, don’t let me know if it hurts
If it hurts you
I don’t want to be your friend that you turn to
That you won’t pull me close
But you can’t let go
Don’t let me know
Don’t let me know
Don’t let me know
Don’t let me know

If you think there’s a chance you can fall again
That you’ve tried and you’ve failed to stop loving me

Karen & Jimmy:
Don’t let me know if it hurts
If it hurts you
I don’t want to be your friend that you turn to
That you won’t pull me close
But you can’t let go

Karen:
Don’t let me know
Don’t let me know
Don’t let me know

Jimmy:
Don’t let me know

Despite all my claims at self-control, periods like these make me doubt my self-awareness.

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 23:28:28 +0800

First paper tomorrow );

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 23:05:56 +0800

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Tue, 23 Apr 2013 21:54:44 +0800

"You are not who I thought you were… I’m glad."

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 17:17:52 +0800

“You are not who I thought you were… I’m glad.”

- Belle/Lacey, Once Upon A Time

When I was 5, I met Peter. I was sitting in the corner of the public playground all alone when he walked up and started talking to me. He was warm and friendly and he had a smile that could make you smile instantly. Right away, we hit it off and we became best friends. Months went by and we were inseparable. My parents were never really there for me, they always seemed busy with work. Peter's parents were also always busy so he stayed over a lot. We spent loads of time indoors, playing silly games and laughing at childish jokes. We were kids, happy kids. One morning, I decided to go to the park with Peter to play at the playground. When I returned, my parents were sitting in the living room waiting for me. Curious, I looked at them wondering what was going on. Gesturing at me, my mum called me over. Walking over, my dad smiled and asked me if I wanted to go to the theme park. I got really excited and asked if Peter could come along. His smile faded a little but he agreed. I smiled, thanked my dad and ran out to tell Peter the good news. Soon, we were pulling into the theme park and I could hear the children laughing and screaming. This was going to be a great day. My dad brought me to a Haunted House and told me to have take care. I entered the large door into a white room and I turned to wave at my Parents. My dad was not smiling and my mum was crying. I smiled and waved as the door started closing. This was fun, just Peter and I. Peter and I. Peter.

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 23:13:41 +0800

When I was 5, I met Peter. I was sitting in the corner of the public playground all alone when he walked up and started talking to me. He was warm and friendly and he had a smile that could make you smile instantly. Right away, we hit it off and we became best friends. Months went by and we were inseparable. My parents were never really there for me, they always seemed busy with work. Peter's parents were also always busy so he stayed over a lot. We spent loads of time indoors, playing silly games and laughing at childish jokes. We were kids, happy kids. One morning, I decided to go to the park with Peter to play at the playground. When I returned, my parents were sitting in the living room waiting for me. Curious, I looked at them wondering what was going on. Gesturing at me, my mum called me over. Walking over, my dad smiled and asked me if I wanted to go to the theme park. I got really excited and asked if Peter could come along. His smile faded a little but he agreed. I smiled, thanked my dad and ran out to tell Peter the good news. Soon, we were pulling into the theme park and I could hear the children laughing and screaming. This was going to be a great day. My dad brought me to a Haunted House and told me to have take care. I entered the large door into a white room and I turned to wave at my Parents. My dad was not smiling and my mum was crying. I smiled and waved as the door started closing. This was fun, just Peter and I. Peter and I. Peter.

<3 today's weather (:

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 18:46:28 +0800

"I think that someday you’ll meet someone new, and you’ll fall madly in love, and you’ll have moved..."

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 13:31:00 +0800

“I think that someday you’ll meet someone new, and you’ll fall madly in love, and you’ll have moved on without even realizing it.”

If you see him.

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 15:12:34 +0800

wolfymistake:

Love… a trapdoor of light, even when it’s gone, it’s somewhere.

If you see him, tell him the heavens weep at the sight of his silhouette. Tell him the hurt that falls from the skies above drowns out the echoes of my calls. The drops caress my face and they wash my tears, but the roars shake my core and the flashes illuminate my fears. My skin trembles beneath the wet curtain, and the cold floods in the absence of his heat.

Tell him there’s a tambourine in my chest, and yes he still shakes me. The glass shatters from one too many beatings at the vision of his leaving, and the knells of our memories chime with every step of his, keeping time. He fades from the dark into the light, and into the noise, taking flight, until the only sounds that remain are the sobs of the skies, and the roars of the night.

If you see him, tell him when he kissed me I left a poem in his mouth. Tell him to listen to the lines when he breathes, and to hear the sorrow that my tongue weaves. It is not the best story that I have written, though I tried to stitch a perfect ending. But the seams are tattered and torn from the first time this world started tearing me open, and I’ve been choking for breath ever since.

If you see him, tell him in his arms I forget what the yarn knows of sweaters: I forget how to hold myself together. So if I unfold now like a love letter, tell me he’ll write back soon. Tell me he’ll still come untethered. I saw the moon that night through the storm, and she reminded me of him, stubborn in the light. I’d fight battles with the sun to rest against him tonight, to feel his breath on my cheek.

If you see him, tell him I said hi.

可是你从来不愿意面对真正的我... 　　到底你真正在乎的是些什么

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 23:23:00 +0800

我总是听你说
从不敢让你的心失落
我把寂寞都放在看不见的角落
因为你说我一定有个快乐生活

我总是听你说
从不去想你也许只是经过
有时后委屈疲倦也不敢对你说
可是你还是说我让你伤心难过

你要我怎么做　我总是听你说
可是你从来不愿意面对真正的我
每次我思索　每次我疑惑
到底你真正在乎的是些什么

你要我怎么做　我总是听你说
可是我纷乱的情绪你有没有懂过
每次的执着　每次的失措
这一次我们的眼神又在交错

已分不清到底是谁对谁要求那么多

"There’s a beast in every man, and it stirs when you put a sword in his hand."

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 23:07:22 +0800

“There’s a beast in every man, and it stirs when you put a sword in his hand.”

- Ser Jorah Mormont, Game of Thrones

This is why I just wish I'm at the end, smiling softly to myself, and just glad I made it through.

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 00:14:00 +0800

Destitutus Ventis, Remos Adhibe

"Contrary to popular belief, there are actually multiple ‘One’s, especially for a..."

如果这些不切实际的期望注定要落空，那我宁可不要抱持着任何的希望。

):

Where I came from, I never had to work to rise above the sea. Where I come from, I never have my head above the surface for more than a second. I look at their words, and I look at mine, and I drown in my ineptitude.

"Sometimes a crime of passion is not realizing the passion in time, while other times the crime is..."

"Darkness scares us. We yearn for the comfort of light as it provides shape and form, allowing us to..."

RIP Kyle Bishop.

"Layers and layers of lies… betrayed by a sad glint in a child’s eyes."

Karen:I wish you were a bad manI wish you made it easierI wish...

Despite all my claims at self-control, periods like these make me doubt my self-awareness.

First paper tomorrow );

Photo

"You are not who I thought you were… I’m glad."

<3 today's weather (:

"I think that someday you’ll meet someone new, and you’ll fall madly in love, and you’ll have moved..."

If you see him.

可是你从来不愿意面对真正的我... 到底你真正在乎的是些什么

"There’s a beast in every man, and it stirs when you put a sword in his hand."

This is why I just wish I'm at the end, smiling softly to myself, and just glad I made it through.

可是你从来不愿意面对真正的我... 　　到底你真正在乎的是些什么